Chapter 2 - The Lost Hours

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“Where did you happen to find it, Charlie?” I asked, holding the phone against my shoulder while smoothing down a laundry towel. “Julian thought he dropped it at the gym on 4th Street, or maybe in his office garage.”
“Oh, nowhere like that,” Charlie said offhandedly. His voice had the gravelly tone of an older man who spent his life outdoors. “I picked it up right outside the Blue Anchor Motel over on Highway 9. Found it lying on the curb right by the dumpster.”
The silence that followed was so heavy I could hear the faint crackle of static through the receiver.
Highway 9. The Blue Anchor Motel.
That was nearly forty miles south of Julian’s law firm. It was a run-down strip of pay-by-the-hour rooms, flanked by abandoned industrial warehouses and truck stops. Julian’s firm was located in the glittering glass heart of downtown Denver. His gym was two blocks away from his office. He had no business meetings in the south valley. He had never once mentioned the Blue Anchor.
“Ma’am? You still there?” Charlie’s voice broke the trance.
“Yes,” I choked out, my mouth suddenly bone-dry. “Yes, I’m here. Are you... are you sure it’s his phone?”
“Dark blue case? Picture of you two at some harbor as the lock screen?”
It was us. Last summer in Maine.
“Right,” I whispered. My stomach dropped into a cold, hollow abyss. “That’s... that’s his phone.”
“Well, I’m on my way now. See you shortly.”
The line went dead.
I stood in the center of our bright, sunlit kitchen, staring blindly at the white marble island. The ticking of the grandfather clock in the foyer suddenly sounded deafening. The Blue Anchor Motel. Julian had come home yesterday at six. He had claimed he was stuck in traffic after leaving the gym. But to be at Highway 9 at four in the afternoon and back at our suburban home by six meant he hadn’t been working out. He had driven straight back from a cheap motel.
My hands trembled so violently I dropped the dishtowel. A dark, ugly wave of panic surged through my chest, but behind it came a cold, sharp sting of denial. Julian loved me. He remembered the sunflowers. He remembered my grandmother. He was the man who kissed my forehead every single night. There had to be an explanation. A client meeting? A private investigation for a case?
When Charlie’s rusted pickup truck pulled into our driveway twenty minutes later, I ran out to meet him before he even turned off the engine.
Charlie was a burly, retired mechanic with grease-stained knuckles and a kindly smile. He handed me Julian’s sleek glass phone like it was a piece of junk mail.
“Here you go, ma’am. Glad I could get it back to you.”
“Charlie,” I said, my voice tight. “Did you see him? The man who dropped it?”
Charlie paused, scratching his gray beard. “Well, I didn't see him drop it, but I saw a black sedan—pretty late model—pull out of the motel lot in a real hurry around five yesterday. Spun its tires a bit. I walked over to see if they’d dropped any trash, and there was the phone, sitting right in the gutter.”
Julian drove a black BMW 5-Series.
“Was he... was there anyone else in the car?” The question physically hurt to ask.
Charlie looked at me carefully, his eyes softening as if he suddenly realized what kind of minefield he had stepped into. “Look, miss... I didn't get a good look inside. Dark tint on the windows. I just found the phone.” He reached into his pocket and pulled out a twenty-dollar bill. “I don’t want any reward. You take care now.”
After Charlie left, I went back inside and locked the door behind me. I sat down at the kitchen table with Julian’s phone resting between my hands like an unexploded bomb.
My index finger hovered over the screen. I knew his passcode. It was the date of our first kiss—0412.
Don't do it, a voice in my head warned. Once you open it, you can't undo it.
My finger pressed the glass. 0-4-1-2.
The phone unlocked instantly.
I bypassed the standard apps and went straight to the recent calls and text messages. Everything looked normal—calls to his boss, texts to me, group chats with his college buddies. But then I checked the deleted messages folder in his encrypted messaging app.
It was protected by a secondary pin.
I tried 0412. Incorrect.
I tried his birthday. Incorrect.
I tried my birthday. Incorrect.
Two attempts remaining before the app locked permanently.
Julian had never used a secondary pin for anything in the twelve years we had been together. We shared passcodes, bank accounts, and secrets. There was never supposed to be a hidden door in our life.
My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird. I grabbed my own phone and dialed Julian’s office line. It rang three times before his receptionist, Sarah, answered.
“Law offices of Vance & Sterling, how can I direct your call?”
“Sarah, hi. It’s Dani.” I forced my tone to sound casual, lightweight, non-threatening. “Is Julian at his desk? He left his lunch bag in my car.”
A strange beat of silence lingered on the line.
“Oh... Dani,” Sarah said, her voice dropping an octave. “Julian isn't in today. He took a personal day.”
The floor felt like it was shifting beneath my feet. “A personal day? He left the house at seven this morning, Sarah. He said he had a court deposition.”
“He... he canceled all his appointments for the week on Monday, Dani,” Sarah said hesitantly. “He said he had a family emergency to handle.”
Family emergency.
My parents lived in Florida and spoke to me daily. His parents had passed away years ago. He had no siblings. We were each other's only family.
“Dani? Are you still there?”
“Yes,” I whispered, staring at the dark screen of Julian’s second phone. “I’m here. Thanks, Sarah. Don't... don't tell him I called.”
I hung up before she could respond.
My hands were shaking so hard I could barely hold the receiver. My husband of twelve years—the man who was currently supposed to be in a courtroom—had lied to my face. He had taken an entire week off work without telling me. He had been spending his afternoons at a sleazy motel on Highway 9.
And then I saw it.
Lying on the floor next to Julian’s desk in our home office was his leather briefcase. He had left it behind when he rushed out that morning with his travel mug.
I walked into the home office, my breath coming in short, ragged gasps. I knelt beside the briefcase and unzipped the main compartment. Inside were the usual legal briefs, highlighters, and notebooks. But jammed deep into the bottom lining was a thick yellow Manila envelope.
I pulled it out and turned it over.
There was no address on the outside. Just a single name written in sharp, heavy black ink:
VALERIE.
My breath hitched. Valerie was the name of Julian’s ex-fiancée—the woman who had broken his heart months before we met, the woman who had allegedly moved to Europe ten years ago and vanished from our lives forever.
I unsealed the envelope. Inside was a stack of bank receipts detailing wire transfers totaling over eighty thousand dollars from our joint savings account over the past six months. And beneath the receipts was a printout of a lease agreement for an apartment on 14th Street.
May you like
Signed by Julian.
And co-signed by Valerie Vance.