Zero nine

Chapter 1

For several seconds, I said nothing.

Prescott stood in front of my desk, waiting.

Outside the windows, late-afternoon sunlight lay across the western lawn, bright enough to make the whole estate look peaceful. From where I sat, I could see the tops of the iron gates beyond the trees.

“Who told her?” I asked.

“She claims nobody did.”

“That isn’t possible.”

“I know.”

I rose.

Prescott followed me downstairs without another word.

By the time we reached the front entrance, Odette had appeared from the service corridor. She had worked for my family since before Jonah and Blythe were born and possessed the unsettling ability to know almost everything happening inside my home without ever seeming to listen at doors.

“You should speak to her,” she said.

I stopped.

“You knew about this?”

“I knew she came to interview.”

“You invited her here?”

“I placed an advertisement through a private agency.”

“For a nanny?”

“For someone who could help with the children.”

My anger rose automatically, then faded almost as quickly as it came.

Odette’s face looked tired.

We were all tired.

“I thought,” she continued quietly, “that perhaps another calm person in the house might make things easier. Someone who didn’t look at Jonah and Blythe as though every conversation could be the last.”

That sentence landed harder than I expected.

I turned away.

“Bring the woman inside.”

Prescott frowned. “Lawson—”

“Into the sitting room. Not farther.”

He nodded.

Five minutes later, the woman who had spent nearly three hours outside my gates walked into the least-used sitting room in the house.

She looked to be in her early thirties. Her brown hair had been pulled into a loose knot that wind had gradually undone. Her coat was too thin for Chicago weather, even in early autumn, and the soles of her shoes were visibly worn.

She carried no handbag.

Only a faded canvas folder pressed tightly against her chest.

She looked first at Prescott, then Odette, and finally at me.

“You’re Lawson Mercer.”

It was not a question.

“And you are?”

“Clara Vale.”

I waited.

She swallowed.

“I’m sorry about your children.”

The room changed.

Prescott stepped slightly closer, but I lifted one hand.

“How do you know?”

Clara’s eyes moved toward the canvas folder.

“Because Genevieve told me what to look for.”

Hearing my wife’s name from a stranger was like opening a door in a wall I had spent two years building.

“You knew my wife?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

Clara glanced at Odette.

Odette looked equally surprised.

“Before she was Genevieve Mercer,” Clara said, “she volunteered at a community health center on Ashland. I met her there.”

“That was fifteen years ago.”

“Fourteen.”

Her answer came too quickly to be invented.

I studied her more carefully.

“What does that have to do with my children?”

“Everything, possibly. Or nothing. I don’t know yet.”

My patience thinned.

“Then start making sense.”

Clara did something few people in my presence ever did.

She did not rush.

Instead, she opened the canvas folder and removed a sealed envelope, yellowed slightly around the edges.

My name was written across the front.

In Genevieve’s handwriting.

I knew every curve of it.

LAWSON.

One word.

Nothing else.

For the first time since Clara entered the room, I forgot to be suspicious.

I crossed the space between us and took the envelope.

The paper trembled in my hand.

“When did she give you this?”

“About three months before she died.”

I looked up sharply.

“Why would my wife give you a letter for me and not tell me?”

Clara’s expression softened, though not with pity.

“I think the letter explains that.”

I tore it open.

Inside were four pages.

The first line nearly stopped me.

Lawson, if you are reading this, something I prayed would never happen probably has.

I sat down.

Nobody else moved.

The letter continued.

Genevieve wrote that shortly after Jonah and Blythe were born, one of their early blood panels showed an unusual marker. At the time, specialists believed it insignificant. Genevieve, however, had been frightened.

Not because the doctors had warned her.

Because her mother had died young from a blood disorder nobody in her family had ever fully understood.

I knew Genevieve’s mother had died when she was twelve.

I had never known why.

Genevieve had pursued genetic counseling privately. The results had not predicted leukemia, but they had identified a rare inherited variation that might become medically relevant if either child ever developed a blood disorder.

She had placed the records in a research archive.

Then she had made me a promise without telling me.

If anything ever happens and the obvious answers fail, find Clara.

I stopped reading.

“Why you?”

Clara lowered her eyes.

“Keep going.”

I hated being told what to do in my own house.

But I did.

Genevieve explained that Clara had once worked as an administrative coordinator for a small nonprofit that connected difficult blood-disorder cases with university research programs. She was not a doctor and never claimed to be.

What she possessed was an extraordinary memory for names, institutions, studies, and forgotten paperwork.

More importantly, Genevieve trusted her.

You trust powerful people because they fear disappointing you, my wife had written. Clara is different. She will tell you the truth even when the truth gives her nothing.

I had to stop again.

That sounded exactly like Genevieve.

Even dead, she could still find the one sentence capable of irritating me.

Prescott turned away, hiding what might have been the beginning of a smile.

The final page contained a name.

Dr. Mira Sethi.

A hematologist and researcher.

Beneath it was an identification number and a handwritten note.

The twins’ archived samples are connected to this file.

I looked at Clara.

“Why didn’t you come sooner?”

“I tried.”

“When?”

“Six weeks ago.”

My head turned toward Prescott.

He stiffened.

Clara continued before either of us could speak.

“I sent letters to the estate office. Then emails. Then I called twice.”

“Who answered?”

“I never got past assistants.”

Prescott’s jaw tightened.

“We receive thousands of messages. Anything mentioning the Mercer children is screened.”

“I understand.”

“No,” I said. “You shouldn’t.”

He looked at me.

“We’ll review it.”

“We will.”

There was no accusation in Clara’s face.

That somehow made it worse.

“Why six weeks ago?” I asked.

“I saw Genevieve’s foundation quietly suspend three upcoming events. Then I saw a job listing from a private household agency asking for someone experienced around seriously ill children, with confidentiality requirements and a Lake Forest address.”

Odette closed her eyes.

Clara looked at her.

“You didn’t expose anything. Most people would never have connected it.”

“But you did.”

“I knew Genevieve.”

There was that sentence again.

Not I knew of her.

I knew her.

A strange jealousy moved through me.

My wife had possessed entire rooms in her life I had apparently never entered.

“What happened to the nonprofit?” I asked.

“It closed.”

“And your job?”

“With it.”

“That explains why you need work. It doesn’t explain why you’re standing outside my house carrying a two-year-old letter.”

Clara hesitated.

“My apartment building was sold in July. I fell behind while helping my father through hospice last year. He died in March.”

She stated it simply.

“I was staying with a friend. Then she moved to Wisconsin. I’ve been applying everywhere.”

“So you came here because you need money.”

“Yes.”

The answer surprised me.

Most people would have dressed it up.

Clara did not.

“I need money,” she repeated. “I also promised Genevieve that if I ever had reason to believe her children needed those records, I would bring them to you personally.”

“Why not mail them?”

“She specifically asked me not to.”

Of course she had.

Genevieve had known my world.

She had known paper disappeared.

Messages were screened.

Strangers were rejected.

She had apparently planned around all of us.

I looked back at the letter.

At the bottom was one final line.

And Lawson—listen before you decide.

I leaned back.

For a moment, nobody spoke.

Then I asked Clara, “What exactly do you think Dr. Sethi can do?”

“Maybe nothing.”

May you like

Prescott’s expression shifted.

Clara continued.

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