Zero nine

Chapter 4 - The War of Will

"He did what?" Walter asked, his eyebrows shooting up as he poured himself a cup of coffee.

We were sitting in Thomas's study. Walter had driven over the moment I called him to report Raymond's visit. A legal pad was spread out on the oak desk, covered in Walter's neat, precise handwriting.

"He threatened to contest the marriage and the trust," I said, holding a warm mug of black coffee between my hands. "He said Thomas was of unsound mind and that I manipulated him into the marriage."

Walter let out a short, bark of laughter. "Let him try. Raymond is a classic bully, Nancy. He barks loud because he’s used to dealing with people who are easily frightened. He expects you to cower and offer him a settlement just to make him go away. He has no idea what he’s up against."

"Can he actually overturn the trust?" I asked, a sliver of anxiety creeping into my chest. "He’s right about one thing—we were only married for a month, and Thomas was very sick."

Walter leaned back in his chair, a confident, reassuring smile on his face. "Nancy, Thomas Vance was one of the most meticulous men I have ever met. When he received his diagnosis, he didn't just write a will. He knew Raymond would try exactly this tactic. Do you know what we did three days before your wedding?"

I shook my head.

"I brought a licensed forensic psychiatrist to Thomas’s hospital room," Walter explained. "We conducted a full, video-recorded mental competency evaluation. The psychiatrist documented, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Thomas was completely lucid, of sound mind, and fully understood the legal implications of both the marriage and the trust. He explicitly stated on camera that his primary goal was to protect you from Raymond's financial predation."

I stared at Walter, stunned. "Thomas recorded that?"

"He did," Walter nodded. "And that’s not all. We also have a signed affidavit from his primary oncologist stating that Thomas’s pain medication was carefully managed and did not impair his cognitive function. If Raymond files a lawsuit, I will present that video and those medical files in court. Not only will his case be thrown out, but I will counter-sue him for malicious prosecution and demand he pay every single cent of our legal fees."

A profound sense of relief washed over me. "Thank God for Thomas."

"Indeed," Walter agreed. "But we must be prepared. Raymond won't just go away. He’s greedy, and greedy people are desperate. He might try to harass you at the hospital, or try to contact your former colleagues to dig up dirt. I want you to document every single interaction you have with him. If he calls, don't answer. Let it go to voicemail. If he shows up here again, call the police immediately."

"I will," I promised.

After Walter left, the house fell into a deep, peaceful silence. I walked back into the study and picked up Thomas’s journal. I wanted to read more. I needed to feel close to him, to understand the fifty-six years of his life that I had missed.

I opened the journal to a page dated August 12, 1985.

August 12, 1985

Today, I received a postcard from Mary. She told me you moved to a new apartment in Seattle. She said you have a small balcony where you grow tomatoes and herbs. She said you looked happy in the photo she saw.

I bought a tomato plant today. I put it on the back porch. I don't even like tomatoes, Nancy, but I wanted to grow something because you were growing something. It made me feel like we were looking at the same sun, even if we were miles apart.

The hardware store is doing well. I bought the empty lot next door to expand the lumber yard. My father would be proud, I think. But sometimes, when the store quieted down at the end of the day, I would look at the door and imagine you walking in, wearing your nurse's uniform, asking if I had any free time.

I had a date last week. A nice woman named Sarah. She’s a schoolteacher. We went to dinner, and she was perfectly lovely. But when I looked at her, I didn't feel the spark. I didn't feel the warmth. I realized that my heart is like an old house, Nancy. The lease was signed a long time ago, and the tenant never moved out. I can't invite anyone else in when you still occupy every room.

I hope Seattle is kind to you. I hope the rain doesn't make your knees ache. I’ll keep growing the tomatoes.

I touched the ink of his words, tears blurring my vision. He had lived a life of quiet, steadfast devotion. He hadn't been lonely; he had been committed. He had chosen to love me in the quiet spaces of his mind, finding joy in the simple knowledge that I was alive and well.

May you like

I looked out the bay window at the backyard. The old garden plot was overgrown with weeds and wild grass.

Tomorrow, I decided, I would buy some tomato plants.

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